B106 - Heartbreak...longing

This morning, my body felt like it had been hit by a truck as every bone and muscle ached and I didn't get up until after 9:00 a.m. I did a few e-mails this afternoon, but when I felt I was running out of energy I took it easy the rest of the day.. I've been getting the feeling of heartbreak and that I've lost something but I don't know what it is ...yet.

I tried to have a talk with Marian about the business relationship we had with Herb and Ruth, but she didn't want to talk about it, saying only that it caused a lot of strife in our life. We did manage to discuss it a bit but we had different views of what was going on and why. Again, we were on two different pages...